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School's out! I'm excited! Not really. Today, just felt like a normal day. Sadly tomorrow I have to go back to school to check out my grades. I'm really hoping I passed all my classes - esp. math! -.- I'm asian, I'm suppose to be good in math! NOT. All the asians that I know that are extremely well in math is because their parents make them take classes outside of school and some just take it in through osmosis while they're taking naps. But the one thing I am super excited is I get my braces out tomorrow :D

Paranoia

So, today while I was enjoying my dinner my sister all of a sudden decided to share with me that she has contracted ringworm! Isn't that great? I'm the type of person that freaks out if there's anything infectious near me. Like right now, my whole body is itching. I even got some sanitation wipes and wiped everything that she recently touched. I know I'm being ridiculously crazy and need to calm down, but stuff like this rarely happens inside the house. I should experience the world more, no? :p

So, studying last night went well. I stayed up until 3. So, hopefully everything went well! Tomorrow is my American History final - crossing my fingers that I do well because I DO NOT pay attention in that class. I sleep since 4th block seems to be my personal nap time - that's bad. Can I get ringworm if my sister and I use the same shower?

I do hope everyone's studying is going good! Do your best! Do it for yourself and not for others. High school to me seems to be the the stage of your life where it determines what you do as an adult. If you don't succeed in high school you might not succeed in life. I know this - er, mantra, quote, inspiration(?) haha is debatable but this is my own personal view.

Prom1.2

Ahh, prom. It comes again. Amidst the studying of finals and exams I went to prom with my greatest guy friend (: It was so fun. I didn't have to drive, rush, or worry about anything. We took pictures with beautiful scenery. I was able to see old friends - now acquaintances. It was a good day! It felt more natural with Krishna. Me and him had a thing going on, but I stopped it before anything happened. I just don't want to ruin a great friendship. This boy cannot dance worth shiz. haha. Pictures have yet to be uploaded so, my next post will be pictures to update you! But I really like my hair and me-up so much this time around. It was more natural and less caked with hairspray. It was me. I was wearing it not my hair or my make-up. My feet hurt. I'm not going to go into much detail because it's late and I'm tired and I want to just watch some TV and think of how to keep my hair the way to it is so, it can look good tomorrow. Because tomorrow is mother's day! What did you get for your mom? If I feel like it I'll probably write the full details when I post the pictures. Good-night/morning. However, you would like to call it.

A Little Girl's Dream

Girl's dream about two things: Prom and their Wedding. Watching all these movies and TV shows, gives you these ideas about how prom should and would be. When I was little I'd imagined myself going to prom with a handsome guy and he would ask me in a very creative and cute way. I'd be in a beautiful Cinderella type-poofy dress with those beautiful long white gloves, beautiful curls, and possibly a tiara. And during the slow dance he would give me a kiss.

Haha, some girls actually get to live those chances with maybe the exception of the poofy dress. I'd never thought that prom would be so difficult to plan. Especially with the large group that I was going with - where to eat, why are you going with him, where to take pictures, ride arrangements. I was exhausted by the tim

e we went to eat. I think the most hilarious moment of pre-prom was finding a date. At first, I knew I had no one to go with and I thought going by myself with my friends would so much better. I was texting my ex one night. We were talking about prom and he wasn't going because he didn't have money to buy tickets and that he didn't have a date. I jokingly said that I would go with him. And guess what?! The next day he texted me and asked if my offer was still standing. -.- What was I to do? *sigh* He's quite an emotional guy. Like our break-up was a natural disaster. I would never EVER want to go through it again. But why am I friends with him? I'm

the type of person who'll forgive and forget (sort of). So, here I am with him at prom. And the idiot leaves me in the middle of it to go to a concert. Which to me was quite alright. I was more comfortable dancing around. :p

The dancing. Hah. Because I go to a school whose racial majority is African American. The music was mainly rap. Songs and dances I've never heard or seen. *This is not an insult in anyway* I just wished that there was some Ke$ha or Lady Gaga. Something I can jump and pump my fist in the air. Everyone just grinded - even during the "slow" songs. I can not whatsoever dance like my other friends did to save my life. I just look awkward! But hey, what can I do? As long as I was with my friends. I was having the time of my life. The after party was great. So much fun! :D haha. Prom. My first experience was great. Although it wasn't what I imagined, I still had fun. Did you know that I had to go through the situation of "buying and returing" 3 times until I found the perfect dress! Crazy huh? I'm going to another prom in two more weeks. Let's see what this school has in store for me *.^ And the dress for this prom only took me two trips to another city to finally get the feel. Ladies you know what I mean. The feel that when you have this dress, you are the most beautiful girl in the room! I'll update you on the next prom!