Restless Soul

Though I've told you a couple of months ago that I've told my parents and my doctor about my depression. My parents have received paperwork. It's about to be September. I have yet to have help. My depression is weakening me. I feel useless at times. My soul, my heart sometimes can't stand it. I want help. I need help. I'm feeling useless and useless everyday. I'm tired of putting a smile and lift other peoples mood and not being able to lift mine. I don't feel like being on this planet anymore. But what I can I do? I can't do that to myself. I'm tired. I'm really mentally tired. Don't worry fellow readers. I'm not going to do anything to myself. I don't have the balls to do that.